💜🦸‍♀️Staying strong; I've got this!🦸‍♀️💜

Picture Above is July 20th, the day of my surgery⬆️😷

The photo you see above is my emergency wrist band in case I needed blood. Yes, during the procedure I did need a little bit but I am grateful they had my type on hand. Mom and I are both grateful that the persistent pain is gone. Yes, I still have soreness, and yes, its gonna be there. Things are getting better though.

The photo above is before they stuck the IV in me.⬆️💉

What I remember before I went under was the nurse giving me something through the IV for pain. It was bad enough I couldnt take ANY meds or have any water, but now that I think about it, pretty much makes since because it was a big procedure. I dont think the doctors would like me urinating on the operating table though....Lol, but seriously...

When they wheeled me into the OR, the anesthesiologist asked me a few words and then I was out like a light. His words were, "Miss. Juli. I'm gonna ask you to..." and that's all I remember. What felt like 5 or 10 minutes was actually 4 in half hours. My obgyn had to remove this thing down below⬇️ I'll leave it to y'alls imagination... but do picture this. A tumor not as big as a grapefruit but a little larger than a golf ball...also, constant, level 10+ pain for almost a year, plus the puddles of blood that occured at least 2 if not 3 times in a month(which were not minstrel related)...I know of one person in particular who didnt believe I had the big C and actually that same person wished that I would die, well hun...you cant wish someone ill-will without putting those same energies on yourself...

Be careful what you wish for, James Edwards(aka, Angel)...oh, and by the way, dont mess with me or my mother no more. Those hexes you sent ain't sh*t. I reversed them and gave them right back. Don't even try. You can call me and mother what you want, but we are protected by higher powers that always have and always will win over darkness, chaos and death... 

     ⬆️🤢What they found and took out🤢⬆️

....On a more positive side, I'm doing all what I can to stay chill and away from negativity. Yes, they took this thing out of me but as the doctors put it, "the tumor can easily grow back." The doctors also diagnosed me with Endometriosis. Dr. Al-Hakeem was grateful that we didnt wait because the growth would have become inoperable and also, yes, my Lupus is out of remission, again, but that's okay. I've been through this kind of rodeo before. For the now, I am currently on a new autoimmune surpressent. My doctors are building me up for IV infusion therapies, and putting me on a type of birth control that won't cancel out my other meds. I'm doing great on these oral immune surpressents and so far I'm getting my energies back. I'm still selling my art and doing what I love, slowly but surely. I'll try my best to keep everyone updated on this blog as much as I can. Love and Light to everyone! Be safe and Blessed be✨💜✨