My Poems. Part 1

💗

Poems from the Heart

*Please DO NOT COPY! I own every one of these poems, they were created by me, Julianne Algueseva.*

The Forgotten World

I see within my mind and soul an unremembered world.

A realm back in time, where there was no suffering or pain.

Back before beings like us rose from the soil of life.

After the birth of the stars, the emerging of the moon and the sun.

A planet of legend and myth.

Peace and love were once the meaning of life.

The world was whole.

Beings of fantasy nurtured the planet.

Now they hide away from our deformed methods of life.

Away, from all the pain and pollution that we have afflicted upon their realm.

They wait for us to revert to the toxic mud which we came.

So once again they can reform their world from the sands of time.

The Willful Soul

The is no beginning,

there is no end.

There is only now.

For those willing to give everything they’ve got.

For those who want to go on and survive.

Live life,

live it right,

live it strong,

live it brave.

Count your blessings and your gifts.

Count what you’ve got and what you don’t

Pray for your sins.

Pray for the sins of others.

Love your life.

Love your family.

Love your world and those around you.

The creatures, the plants, the rocks, all of us.

It does not matter what race, religion or what color your skin is.

You are who you are, and that’s what matters.

Be yourself, be who you want to be, and let your soul run free.

Remember that the body is temporary, but the soul is eternal.

Soul Mates

Someday I will discover my one true love.

Forever joined and our hearts as one.

Our adventures together will always last.

Never to fade, never to vanish.

Treasuring our lives from now till the end of time.

Wilting in each other’s embrace, as our souls will live on.

Samhain

Conjuring up some Halloween fun, for all ages old and young.

To enchant the mind and the heart with glee.

To let yourself run wild and soul go free.

Let the festivities begin, and your heart never grow tired.

May your bag of candy overflow as much as desired.

To dress up as anything you would like; witches, goblins, ghosts, oh what a sight.

And what a sight it is to celebrate All Hallows Eve.

May all good spirits be with you on this wonderful night to believe.

Yuletide Happenings

The snow falls gently.

Icicles form from trees.

Animals sleeping soundly.

Snowflakes in the breeze.

Winter is here.

Winter has come.

Season of giving.

The joy of Yules anthem.

Man, I love winter!

Springtime

The trees and flowers are blooming.

Winds of cheerfulness and rebirth.

The Creator has given us a bountiful gift.

Rejoice, for Spring is here on earth.

Thank you, almighty Creator, for this time.

Spread the cheer across the globe.

Cause happiness is here for all ages young and old.

Nocturnal Beast

The wind blows softly.

Not a cloud in the sky.

The night still young.

Comets shooting.

Looking upon all the universe above.

I see an owl, gracefully soaring within the wind.

He glides ever so gently.

Such a mysterious creature.

Enchanting as the night.

He vanishes from my eyes, without a trace.

Where ever he may go, may your journey be grand.

Till we meet again.

My nocturnal beast of the dark.

Grand Children of the Ancients

Our roots run deep.

Because of these groundings, no man can ever unearth them without facing the ultimate price.

To destroy what has been given, and growing for thousands of years, that single soul would be demolishing his/her own roots.

For we are all children of the Divine.

They can throw harsh words at us.

Physically hit us with their holy scriptures.

They can even deface our sacred altars and place of worship, but we will always stand tall and proud.

We will never succumb to be placed on their path.

We have opened our eyes and are no longer blinded sheep.

We’ve seen the truth, behind the lies.

No matter how hard they try to vanquish us, they cannot.

Our bodies will not burn because we are the fire!

Nor can they distinguish our flame because it is eternal.

We are loved and guided by our ancestral spirits.

We are strong to walk this journey.

We are brave to face our obstacles head on.

We are the grand children of the Ancients.

The Red Blood Line

Here I walk on the red blood line.

To wait for my fate and to be with my kind.

The red blood line is always here, in this state of constant fear.

Hot and trapped is what we animals are.

Just to fed and bred to the point it’s too hard.

I don’t know why, just me and my kind.

I think it’s time to go beyond the red blood line.

Death is but a Door to Another Life

As the sun sets, and I lay down to die.

For every happy moment, for every painful cry.

For everyone I loved dear, now is the time I must go, I fear.

My destiny has been fulfilled, and I am old.

I must meet my angel of death, for what I’ve been told.

He’s pale and gloomy in the face, but his job is never done.

It doesn’t matter how old you are, everyone dies, even the young.

I take his hand and we fly towards a door.

I step inside, and my life becomes a-new once more.

If there was a cure

If there was a cure for what I have, it would be an absolute yes.

I would reach out and find ways to bring you into being.

To hold and nurture you all through the years as best that I could.

To be there for every moment that you needed me.

To watch you grow and be who you want to be.

Sadly, this is all a wishful vision that won’t come true.

A dream that will never be brought into reality.

They say you can’t pick your family, only your friends.

You also can’t pick your genetics, but you can choose your own life’s path.

Yes, my roots run deep, and are as fertile as the ground I walk on.

But like the ground, diseases can take root and can cause suffering.

I am witness, because I saw how a monster I was.

A victim of these horrible ailments.

Forever, I am trapped within my flesh and blood, forever, to walk a life of torment.

Only to be relieved by medication that temporarily numbs the pain.

Day by day, night by night, I saw my family being afflicted and scarred by this creature.

This thing inside, who wasn’t a creature at all.

It was me, just a little girl imprisoned in a body of an animal.

I wanted to end the anguish of both my families.

I knew it was wrong, but I believed it was the only way out.

Many times, I tried.

None in which I succeeded but came very close to deaths cold clutches.

Time past, I learned that life is a gift, and should be cherished.

The path of life is paved differently for everyone, some people have it easy.

Others strive to survive, just to get past the harsh and sharp hurtles in their journey called life.

Life for me, is painful.

I suffered; I still suffer to this day.

To bring a child of my own into this world, would be more painful than any medical procedure alone.

To watch her struggle.

To witness her endure these horrid illnesses.

That itself would tear my soul apart.

Its hurts to walk down the baby isle at the grocery department.

To stroll the children section at any toy store.

To watch other women embracing their children at parks or libraries.

Knowing that I can have kids of my own, but at what price?

Knowing that the soul of my child will be forever affected by my family’s diseases.

Never truly to enjoy the happiness of childhood.

Never to be accepted by the people around her.

Forever to be on medications that will temporarily numb the pain, but never to vanquish it.

Forever to wonder why she was born.

To bring an innocent life into this world, for me, would be the worst sin I could do.

Life can be cruel and hard; I know this because I have lived that life.

I must survive, I must go on!

For maybe one day, there will be a cure.

Save the Earth Mother

Earth is beautiful, precious and delicate.

Earth is sacred; everyone’s life source.

However, life is short.

It can be easily taken away.

The decisions we make, reflect.

Plants, animals, oceans, have suffered and will continue because of our mistakes.

Treat the Earth with dignity and respect.

It we do not change; I fear the worst.

Earth is one of a kind.

The only one we will ever get.

To treat her like this is unforgivable.

She isn’t Mars, Venus, or Jupitar, and she’s not Uranus.

Stop the misusing.

Stop the abusing.

Start choosing.

To give back, instead of take

To love and to help heal her.

Save the Earth Mother, for this may be our last chance.

Rhythm

What is rhythm?

Rhythm is love.

It is the feeling that every soul has.

It brings eternal laughter and excitement to all who hears its melodic sounds.

Rhythm is the world, the universe, the cosmos.

The very heartbeat of heavenly deities above.

It lives within all humans, animals and plants.

The constant pulse of all galaxies and the worlds within them.

Rhythm is life, the very essence of everything and everyone.

When we have rhythm, we have harmony.

When we have harmony, there is balance.

Where there is balance, there is no reason to fear the chaos of evil.

Blessed

On this day we give thanks.

On this day we are blessed.

With family and friends all around,

With food on the table, and the Creator beside us now.

For those without friends or kin, O Heavenly hosts bless them.

For thanksgiving comes only once a year, so if it’s your will, let everyone’s heart be in cheer. Thank you for this feast, thank you for friends, thank you for family, and thank you for our lives on this earth. Amen & Blessed Be.

Eternal Flame Poem

I’ve been around for many a moon.

Seen my fair share of disasters.

Witnessed millions die and wished I could do the same.

Only to watch from afar, without interfering.

A vast history throughout time has these humans fought.

Hatred has come and gone, but never really vanished.

Greed grows every day.

Power is misused and corrupted.

There are no words that describe how I feel.

Nor what I want to do to some.

The balance has been messed with, and not in a good way.

I’m the last of my kind and my planet is long since destroyed.

The same evil that twisted the balance and demolished everything I loved.

Took my destiny, took my birthright.

My heart weeps, but my soul stays strong.

Continue the journey and fight for what is right.

Stand for what you believe in, now and forever.

I am the Eternal Flame, shinning brighter than any star, moon or sun.

I bring harmony and balance to all.

Know my name, know that you are next and know that your fate is sealed.

Inner Peace

One window is all I need.

To concentrate on what lies ahead.

Seeing myself within the spirit of nature.

Witnessing all that is good and pure.

Visualizing my true hidden gifts.

Soon I will be one.

Back to where I once was.

15 Long Years

15 long years I've been without you.

15 long years I've cried.

15 long years I've dreamed of you right beside me.

15 long years I've wished you were still alive.

You loved me, for me, no matter my looks.

The weight didn't bother you, or my illnesses.

My beliefs and paths i had, you didn't batt an eye.

You cared for what was inside me, and that's what counted.

Since your passing, I've heard people say, "There are plenty of fish in the sea."

They also reply with, "you'll find another."

Or my favorite, "it's hard at first, but the pain will subside."

But...it hasn't...

For 15 years my pain has only grown to higher levels where it's harder to let someone into my heart.

For 15 years I've tried finding another, but was left with broken pieces of ships that never sailed.

For 15 years, I've longed for an equal, only to discover toads in an eternal, disgusting swamp of lust.

Will i ever find the other piece to my soul?

Has the Great Divine spoke that there is no being for me?

Is it written in the stars that i am to wander this earth in shattered pieces?

Never to share my differences with another unique individual?

I have sent my energies out for 15 years, and prayed for some day to meet another.

All i can do is hope.

I will always love you, sweet Matt, but i must go on with this life.

I want to be happy.

I know you're on the other-side waiting for me, and i appreciate that.

I hope some day we both will be reunited.

But for this moment, on this earth, i must find my own bliss on this chosen path that i am on.

15 long years i have mourned you.

15 long years i have carried these happy memories to keep going.

And for 15 long years i have thanked the Divine above for blessing me with your presence.

Though it was for a short time, i know now, there is someone else out there waiting patiently for me.

So, i let you go, Matt.

I relinquish all my past regrets, all the wishes and dreams that could've been.

Yes, i loved, i was loved back, i lost that same love, but i still stand, and i have learned from it.

For 15 long years, i am finally at peace.

Here is a site on ways to help ease and cope with the pain of a departed love one. Although, i don't recommend #2.

https://dorinagilmore.com/celebrating-a-heaveniversary-10-ways-to-honor-a-loved-ones-death/

Search This Blog

Heart-made Magickal Writings

My Poems. Part 1

Comments

Post a Comment

Popular posts from this blog

A Short 2023 Recap with 2024 Hope's for New Beginnings

Losing A Twin Flame; How It Happened & How I Manage Coping With The Sudden Loss of My Soulmate Everyday

I'm Still Standing; My Emotional Rolletcoaster Of A Childhood